Yet Another List...

E. Hill, in her own special way, told me she wanted me to do this...so here goes...Feel free to steal this and do it on your blog too...

I am not: friendly.
I hurt: when i fail at something.
I love: reading.
I hate: potato salad.
I hope: i get "Black and Blue".
I hear: my phone ringing and choose not to answer.
I regret: not going after things I wanted at Hampton.
I cry: when no one is watching.
I care: about my Mommy.
I always: stop talking when i'm mad.
I long to: write.
I feel alone: always.
I listen: to Keva's advice...even when it makes me cry.
I hide: my hurt.
I sing: in the computer room.
I dance: almost never.
I write: everything i possibly can...haikus...
I breathe: quietly.
I play: online games incessantly. I'm mad they blocked them at work.
I miss: him...but not enough to wish him back...
I search: for fulfillment.
I say: mean things without meaning to.
I feel: alone 99.98% of the time.
I succeed: at being compassionate.
I fail: at being friendly.
I dream: in verse. I see words instead of pictures.
I sleep: on my stomach soundlessly.
I wonder: if i'll ever be completely happy.
I want: a man around who isnt going to press me out about things I dont want to do. A man interested in my mind. I need that.
I worry: about my Mommy and Keva.
I have: 3 tattoos and 3 piercings other than my ears.
I give: good advice.
I fight: with words.
I wait: for the calls.
I am: so sweet and shy. Too bad it doesnt come off that way...
I think: Joshy is the greatest and he'll be by my side forever.
I can't: deal with liars or misleaders or womanizers. Its unnecessary.
I stay: trying to fix other peoples problems without considering my hurt.

Imma blog again tomorrow cause I actually did a real joint but thought Erin would appreciate this more...