Sunday Afternoon Randomness

Quick thoughts...this is not another fill-in-the-blank list...

1. I started my locs. I have a pic or two but I dont want to put them online because I'm not 100% use to the look yet. Dont get it twisted, I'm happy with it. Its just not what I'm accustomed to seeing. HOwever, I didnt cry like I did when I cut my hair before so it must be ok.

2. I finally got a free copy of Fiona Apple. That makes me real happy. I'm sure I'll buy it eventually, but free for now is good for me.

3. I have had a headache since Friday morning when I got to work. I still have it. I just may be stressed.

4. I didnt get my new phone yet. The cell I have now only works sometimes. So, if you call please leave a message because I wont know otherwise.

5. Apparently people think Keva is crazy because of the stuff she says on her blog. Stupid people, that is her release. She is still quite sane. Can people vent occasionally without being insane? GEEZ. Its not like she threatened anyone with a bat (oh wait...except that one time in Adams Morgan...lol). Keva's great.

6. Everytime I go to lunch with my aunt I end up late returning to work. We went to Montgomery mall the other day for lunch. The electricity was out in the freakin mall. Just my luck right. When I stood up to leave, the lights came back on. 10 minutes late returning to work. DAMMIT!

7. I made like 3 outgoing phone calls today. That is 300% more than I normally make. No one answered the damn phone. This is why I dont waste my time. Wont make that mistake again.

8. I think I fell in love with art this month. Right now I'm on Cbabi Bayoc and Maurice Evans real hard. If I get a print for christmas I might just cry. Bayoc prints arent that bad really. So I might suck it up and buy a gift for my damn self.

9. Erin is coming back to the states real soon. It will be good to see my friend again. It will be even better to be able to actually call her.

10. The A&E show 'Intervention' is real good. Like, make-you-cry good. I watched 4 on-demand at like 4 in the morning (yes Hill...bat-style).

11. I am ashamed of my word usage and grammatical 'issues' in this post.

12. I had a crush junior year on this english major. He paid me NO attention. I saw him at Homecoming. He laughed at me when I waved and gave me this big hug. Tim decided to tell him I had a crush. I'm sad now.

13. I miss being able to sit at home and watch CNN and MSNBC all day. I missed the Scooter Libby thing. DAMMIT. I love political drama and I keep missing the good stuff because I'm working. Its not fair.

14. I have been in a real bad mood since Monday. I do know why I'm in a bad mood, but I dont know how to shake it. So now I have been accidentally treating men like shit again. Oops. I'm sorry (seriously).

15. April told me this guy I kinda have a crush on is a "cornball." Now, April decided to call me instead of im me just to tell me how serious it is. I was laughing hard. I am so much nicer than everyone I know.

16. I went into 'bitter black woman' mode on a dude for a sec. That was bad. To that guy, I'm REAL sorry for that. You asked a question and that was/is a raw topic. I'm working on that for real. Right after I got off the phone I realized that I do that occasionally. My emotions are way too up and down. But really I am just overly dramatic. (Oh My. did I admit that for real?!). Truthfully, I dont really give a damn about very much. I am bitter about that...but nothing else. And even when I do have a real emotion I generally keep it inside.

17. My seemingly erratic behavior makes me seem a lot different than I really am. I say wreckless stuff sometimes just cause I can. Meanwhile, I come off as a psycho. Imma start being honest and calm. No one is going to talk to me anymore though. I will be too boring.

17. Keva responded to my sex post. Matters of the Flesh or Not My Goodies Part II

Thats it. I'm done.